When I didn’t know what I didn’t know

I thought it’d be interesting to share a couple things I stumbled across that I wrote during my time “in between” – approximately 3-5 years ago – if I had to guess.

It was during a time I was struggling with what I had done – the emotional affairs I had, and trying to connect with my husband- (or anyone really) on a truly spiritual level. I was so longing for a deep connection – not for “love or sex”, just something to let me know I wasn’t really crazy. I was very depressed and lonely, and frankly – in deep despair, of not only what I’d done, but why I wasn’t enough for my husband (my assumption).

My husband never even knew I wrote (other than a journal).

I just found it intriguing to look at – now that my perspective is completely different, and with the knowledge of what was really going on at the time.

They aren’t great, but it’s almost funny now reading them and knowing and how far off I really was with my perceived troubles, is kind of humorous, but also sad. I hope someone else gets a kick out of them as well.

Love & Blessings to you all


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