Why am I ashamed?

A couple of very hot topics currently in media and social outlets are shame and courage. The two are opposing forces. They literally repel against each other. Brené Brown has done years of studies on shame and hours of interviews on what shame and vulnerability mean. (You can find out more about what she and […]

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Professions: Selling the body vs. saving the body?

At the risk of sounding bitter, or self-degrading, I am sharing this post to reveal some of the authentic, rawness that intertwined my personal experience with infidelity and my own profession in an “off” moment. This was written a day that I was feeling a particularly high regard of pity for myself after a bad […]

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My Broken Heart & 1 John

Day 148 My Broken Heart & 1 John Ironically, after disclosure of what I had done to my husband – having not one, but two emotional affairs during our marriage, and his cheating with paid women, I discovered my heart is not only spiritually broken now, but physically broken as well. Shortly before I confessed […]

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Not My Husband

I thought I could forgive anything, but a prostitute? Approximately 2 weeks prior to discovering my husband solicited a prostitute I wholeheartedly made the following statement, “There’s nothing ______ could do that I would find unforgivable, except perhaps, having children with another woman during our marriage.” That eating crow – it’s disgusting. My story is like […]

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