Grateful for Grace (and a random preacher)

I’ve done some pretty despicable things in my life. If I allow myself to sit and ponder on some of the decisions I’ve made, it makes me weep with sadness. Sadness for not only how I’ve hurt others and tarnished my soul, but how I must’ve hurt God. I’ve recently been going to bed listening […]

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The hypocrisy is thick

I’ve referenced in a few previous posts, (or perhaps most of them), about the mirror effect that I’ve encountered after doing a Precept study of 1 John. I had the gift of the Holy Spirit before this study, but unfortunately, had strayed from God at times. The further I separated myself, the harder it was […]

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Dad’s 17 year-old wife

Sitting here on Father’s Day, I’ve been reflecting on my deceased Dad. Although he passed over a year ago, it feels as if it were yesterday that I watched the nightmare that unfolded the last night of his life, yet, simultaneously it feels like a decade has passed because of everything that happened in between […]

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Nice try, Ego.

So, this ego thing has been kept pretty well in check, until the other day. I was running to town when Demi Lavato’s ‘Sorry Not Sorry’ came on the radio. As soon as the beat started and I heard her sing, “Now I’m out here looking like revenge Feeling like a ten, the best I’ve […]

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Me – being accountable on my blog

Now that I’ve dispersed all of this personal information about my life to the world in a published format, it’s only right for me to attempt to keep the momentum going in the direction of my intention – which is what I think we all long for – to have purpose, to love, and have […]

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What can happen in a year?

I’ve been a total wreck for almost a year when it comes to caring for my body. I had previously lost 45 pounds a few years ago and had done well at keeping it off with diet and exercise – until last year. I had also gotten my body built up to be able to […]

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Poor Girl

I was watching some YouTube videos about sexual betrayal recovery when I stumbled across one in which a counselor used a viral video as part of his demonstration that I had to share. There’s a young woman, approximately in her mid 20’s, with an infectious smile standing on a ledge overlooking a canyon. As she […]

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