What can happen in a year?

I’ve been a total wreck for almost a year when it comes to caring for my body. I had previously lost 45 pounds a few years ago and had done well at keeping it off with diet and exercise – until last year. I had also gotten my body built up to be able to […]

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Why am I ashamed?

A couple of very hot topics currently in media and social outlets are shame and courage. The two are opposing forces. They literally repel against each other. Brené Brown has done years of studies on shame and hours of interviews on what shame and vulnerability mean. (You can find out more about what she and […]

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Professions: Selling the body vs. saving the body?

At the risk of sounding bitter, or self-degrading, I am sharing this post to reveal some of the authentic, rawness that intertwined my personal experience with infidelity and my own profession in an “off” moment. This was written a day that I was feeling a particularly high regard of pity for myself after a bad […]

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An Open Letter : To the prostitute that borrowed my husband

Long ago my husband crossed your path. To be honest, just writing this letter makes my heart pound and my breathing quicken, but that’s okay – because this physical reaction of my body simply means that  I’m still alive. I realize that my love was just another ‘John’ to you. I also know that for […]

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Not My Husband

I thought I could forgive anything, but a prostitute? Approximately 2 weeks prior to discovering my husband solicited a prostitute I wholeheartedly made the following statement, “There’s nothing ______ could do that I would find unforgivable, except perhaps, having children with another woman during our marriage.” That eating crow – it’s disgusting. My story is like […]

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